my wife and i have been talking about trying ouot a swingers club. they supposedly have a real nice one in DC. she checked out the website and was totally ready to go! i on the other hand am a bit hesitant. i don't know if it's a guy thing or what, but i am always thinking that she might sleep with another guy and it be so good that whenever we sleep together, she would be thinking about him. i'd be worried he'd be hung like a horse and she would get addicted to the larger pkg.

she says it's not like that and that she really doesn't desire to be with another guy as much as with another girl. of course i am all for that, but i can't get the fantasy of watching her with another guy out of my head; even with my worries. i don't think we'll be doing it anytime soon, but i definitely think it's going to happen. maybe if i dropped 20-30 lbs. first, then i would feel more comfortable with myself. see, i've put on quite a bit of weight in the last few years and she continues to get hotter, even after 3 kids. she works 12 hour shifts in an emergency room, always on her feet. so she's burning mega calories at work and she hardly ever eats. plus, she's been tanning alot this year so now she's dark. the other day, i got home from work and she was wearing this little sun dress. she'd done her hair and makeup and was looking smokin' hot! i didn't know why she had gotten so dressed up to go the grocery store, but she said she was cleaning out her closet and trying on old clothes and when she realized she could fit into her old clothes, she got excited.

well, while at the store, she and my daughter were a ways ahead of us and i was with the boys and the cart about a half isle behind. let me tell you the looks she was getting from the men in the store. one even followed her for a minute and tried to talk to her when i sped up and made my presence known! the funny thing is, nobody really checks me out like that. of course, when i get home and look in the mirror and see the gut that has emerged above my waistline, not only do i realize why i don't turn heads anymore, i begin to wonder why my wife is still with me....:(

anyways, before we go to one of these clubs to meet another couple, i want to drop serious poundage. could you imagine meeting a couple and the other husband being attracted to my wife and my wife being attracted to both of them, but it doesn't work out because i'm such a fatty?!? i ain't gonna let that happen.

two weeks ago, i took some pornographic pics of my wife with her palm pilot. i have to find the USB cable so that i can upload them to this blog. wait to you see how hot a 29 year old woman with 3 kids can look bent over and spead wide open! unfortunately she wants to take some pics of my manhood, but i promise i won't be posting those!

her period started yesterday, so as she says, "it's blow job season". but don't kid yourself, i don't get that many during this week. i get more during the rest of the month....go figure?!? i don't think much will be happening over the next day or so, so it may be early next week before i write again, unless i get bored or laid....!

ok, i don't know why i think anyone will read this, but i feel like i need to write about my daily life. WHO CARES?!? i know, i know. maybe no one will ready this, but i think it helps with some of my fantasies to just write about things going on!

i'm married, have been for 8 yrs. i almost 31 yrs old. i have 3 kids. 2 are mine, one is from my wifes previous relationship. i met her (and him) when he was about 6 mos. old. he is now 9 yrs old and he has no idea, yet, that i am not his biological father.

i was in the marines for 4 years. i am now about 30 lbs overweight. i really need to lose the weight before i lose my wife. i think she's damn hot and i know others do to and if i don't start looking more appealing to her, who knows.

my wife and i are very open. we have a great sex life and it seems to get better and better. you'll see this is going to be mostly about sex, or fantasies. we have made a home video porn before. it was AWESOME. she is totally hot! but i always fantasize about sex with other women. nobody in particular. but when i see a hottie at work, the store, online, wherever, i just get all worked up and think about what it would be like to crush it!

so there's the background of me and the fan damly (damn family!). i guess i'll get started on this daily update stuff!

today is friday. not much planned for the weekend. maybe some golf, the swimming pool and some yardwork. my wife works friday's saturday's and sunday's, so i have the kids by myself every weekend. of course my mom helps out alot so i do get a break every now and then. anyways, tonight i'm gonna make some hamburger helper and put away some laundry. then i'll just veg on the couch until i crash, real exciting. the wife and i have had a good string of sex lately. not only has it been frequent, it's been good! i ate her out for 45 mins the other night and she came about 6 times. she has NO IDEA how much i love doing that. then, she got on top and we 69'd...wow! the best part was, right as i was coming, she stuck a finger in my ass and i nearly blew a gasket. had no idea how good that would feel (although i must admit i feel dirty just talking about it!). i shaved my pkg for her so she was pleasantly surprised. she likes when it's all shaven and clean. then she can work her magic w/o all the hair in the way. anyways, we liked it so much, we did it again the next night. then, after a night off, we just fucked last night. she got high while i was at my softball games so when i got home she was all giddy. then, she took a shower came to bed and asked me to fuck her. so i did my duty! i am so lucky to have her. she's not only a good person, she try's to please me anyway she can. sexually, she does WHATEVER i want. god it's great!

ok, well, thats it for today i think. i may log on tomorrow and write some more if anything happens. feel free to comment. tell me i'm an idiot, tell me what you'd like to hear more or less of. tell me nobody cares or is even reading this. whatever you want. just know, i have some juicy stuff ahead. like how the wife and i are thinking of going to a swingers club. i'm scared shitless, and she's all for it. she so wants to be with a girl and have a threesome. i really want to watch her get banged by another guy. who knows, we'll see what happens. for now, let me get ready to go home and watch kids all weekend! talk to ya soon! (btw, pic will be posted soon)

ok, here it goes. i read the entire bloggings of jessica cutler. she's the little honey who worked on capitol hill as a staff aide and was banging several big-wigs on the hill. her blog was made public, she lost her job and who knows what happened to the poor bastards that got caught. but i found the playboy pics she did (http://sayanythingblog.com/2004/08/14/more-on-jessica-cutler/) and i think she's a little dirty girl! is she the hottest thing i've ever seen? not by any means. but let me tell you, she's sexy. read her blog and see how those old dudes had their way with her. she was just out prowlin just like a bunch of college guys. ain't nothin' wrong with that! anyways, thats why i decided to start blogging my daily happenings, my "GOINGS ON"! i just realized, you know, i have a pretty interesting life myself. so i'll start writing about it! hope it goes well, i promise you, it'll get good!